Galau. Yes, this year has become the most galau time for us, researchers. The regulation set us to move to the new umbrella...lets call umbrella...its just umbrella, not home. Our home is Indonesia.
This year, we have to choose between our old umbrella and the new umbrella. Lets say the old umbrella is green and the new is red. I we want to stay in the green umbrella, we must open our jacket and start to wear the t-shirt. We start from beginning. But, if we decide to keep using the jacket, we must move to the new umbrella which is red and following the new umbrella style.
The problem is, the jacket is not just jacket. It is our achievement. The collection of years work hard and sweats, and if we must take it off... In other side, the umbrella is also our pride for years..
So, I just decided to think in the other side. That my work and everything i have and will done, is for this country. Yes... this country.
19 October 2021
