Juli yang suram

Januari, Februari, Maret, April, Mei, Juni dan Juli. Sekarang semuanya sama saja.Waktu yang berlalupun sama.Tidak lagi membuatku bergairah.Diam saja, biar saja.Kalau gak kuat,nangis saja.Itu sudah.

Should I give up?

7 years ago i have decided to get this trough,
I decided to accept the offering to walk trough one road that seem uneasy,
Yes..its uneasy since the begining.
I thought i am a superwoman that have full body shield and strong enough to walk,
But the reality is very different,
I am human, not superwoman.
7 years is still too early to give up,
But i have loose my power,
This road is very hard.
I have promise myself to keep walking,
Until the end of my time.
So, should i give up?

Good Morning Love

"Good Morning, Love"
"Good Morning, Mume Wangu"
"Good Morning, Dear Husband"
"Good Morning, Mas"
"Good Morning."

That is the sentences that I often sent to him every morning. Except when he was with me, i said it slowly. And I miss everything. I miss him.

What should I do?

14, January 2020