2024 The year of blessings

 Hello again,

I am back again after 2 years of busy living. 

Today is the middle of 2024, as i expected i find that this year is the year of blessings.

I experienced the life changing especially in spiritual life. In this year i found out that i got diabetes, i stop my bad habit and change my eating habit. Only two changes that made up my mind. I feel new, i feel fresh.

I am blessed.

The New Umbrella

 Finally, with many of thoughts and calculation, I chose to move in to the new umbrella. The red one. 

Today is the fourth month i'm in here. Learned the new methods, system and style. As the newbie, this new system is not that difficult to me, because i didnt familiar yet with the old system. So its easy enough.

Thank God that has put me in the team that sportif and fun, so i can learned together. 

hope everything runs well in the future.

good luck myself.

20 november 2022

The Galau Researchers

Galau. Yes, this year has become the most galau time for us, researchers. The regulation set us to move to the new umbrella...lets call umbrella...its just umbrella, not home. Our home is Indonesia. 

This year, we have to choose between our old umbrella and the new umbrella. Lets say the old umbrella is green and the new is red. I we want to stay in the green umbrella, we must open our jacket and start to wear the t-shirt. We start from beginning. But, if we decide to keep using the jacket, we must move to the new umbrella which is red and following the new umbrella style. 

The problem is, the jacket is not just jacket. It is our achievement. The collection of years work hard and sweats, and if we must take it off... In other side, the umbrella is also our pride for years..

So, I just decided to think in the other side. That my work and everything i have and will done, is for this country. Yes... this country.

19 October 2021

Juli yang suram

Januari, Februari, Maret, April, Mei, Juni dan Juli. Sekarang semuanya sama saja.Waktu yang berlalupun sama.Tidak lagi membuatku bergairah.Diam saja, biar saja.Kalau gak kuat,nangis saja.Itu sudah.

Should I give up?

7 years ago i have decided to get this trough,
I decided to accept the offering to walk trough one road that seem uneasy,
Yes..its uneasy since the begining.
I thought i am a superwoman that have full body shield and strong enough to walk,
But the reality is very different,
I am human, not superwoman.
7 years is still too early to give up,
But i have loose my power,
This road is very hard.
I have promise myself to keep walking,
Until the end of my time.
So, should i give up?

Good Morning Love

"Good Morning, Love"
"Good Morning, Mume Wangu"
"Good Morning, Dear Husband"
"Good Morning, Mas"
"Good Morning."

That is the sentences that I often sent to him every morning. Except when he was with me, i said it slowly. And I miss everything. I miss him.

What should I do?

14, January 2020

Publication

Writing article for public reading is not easy at all. Its easier writing blog!

But life must goes on right?

Fighting!